The worst news is that I’m probably not gonna finish in the range I wanted
And what’s even worse is that this is the 1 and one anniv, literally 12, and I thought it’d be some sort of coming of age repentance but there’s not much of what I had hoped for
Going to try to hftb but I’m grasping straws
Inshallah w baeznallah, that’s all I can say.
A man who has played roles that helped widen and mold my views of the world felt the need to, allegedly, take his own life. It’s going to take me some time to re-process the insight I’ve gained, but his passing allows real contemplation. It’s sad how, sometimes, it takes loss to really remember the memories and lessons learned associated with the person who has passed.
the ultimate question
so much to be done but it’s so hard to focus and stay awake
Did someone say please pass me a fan?
It’s become way insignificant
It’s just kind of there
And despite the fact that I really miss talking to my lil kittens n stuff via chat
one of the very few reasons I’m considering restarting Facebook
Need to come up with a permanent solution/idea how to find a level position
Need to weight out
And also need to just improve upon myself before I can think of any of this